New year

New year does not fill me with excitement or with hope, I have always hated the celebration of the change from December to January, we don’t celebrate the change of any other month. Yet because it changes the number of the year we need to add fireworks, drink, merriment and enforced joy!

It’s all crap! The crap you had yesterday is still there today! The feelings you had yesterday are still there. The news years resolutions you made last year are still incomplete. What more do we need romaine us feel crap, than celebrating it!

Maybe it’s because I’m low and struggling with my own depression and anxiety, but new year just means the end of Christmas, and back to work, bleak winters and as my father in law puts it.. An attack of February… It quite sure what that means, but I see it as January is a glum month! Why celebrate???

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